so today . . . it is 11:20 p.m. and i haven't even started my blog!
if you notice the time that i post my blogs, it is usually pretty late. but i start early in the evening. i write a little, i edit, i delete, i look for pictures, sometimes i go take a picture, then i write and edit some more. so i may begin at 7:00 and not post until 10:30.
however, lest you think i actually devote a minimum of three hours to my blog every night, i will say that i'm NOT blogging the entire time--i blog, i watch tv. i blog, i check my facebook. i blog, i tolerate dog kisses from milo. milo climbs into my lap and takes over my face. i peel him off and plop him on the couch and blog some more. i check my email. i blog, i farm. i farm. i farm. oops--back to the blog . . . i eat, i blog. and this is how it goes . . .
today i added a nap into the mix. i was sooo tired today. last night i went to bed and my mind just kept clicking along, so it was after 2:00 a.m. before i achieved unconciousness! but i still had to get up and go to work today, so by mid afternoon i was dragging. i decided a nap was necessary . . . then i ate dinner, and started the whole blog, facebook, farm, dog, tv cycle.
at about 9:30 i told my mom i thought i was going to make it into bed at a decent time tonight. (she worries about me and my sleep--she's my mom, so i guess that is her job. i worry about diandra's sleep too . . . ) at 9:30 i really thought i was going to make it into bed by 10:30. i was soooo wrong . . .
apparently my sense of time is not all that good. time always passes much faster than i think it will. everything takes longer than i think it will. this may be why i never get anything done, and why i tend toward lateness. yet, i am a clock watcher. so i don't get it . . .
but i just looked at the clock on my computer and realized that if i end this blog right now, i can get into bed before midnight--which is a step in the right direction. of course, i still have to wash my face and brush my teeth and collect my things for school tomorrow . . . so maybe 12:15 is a more realistic goal . . .