back into the real world

so today . . . i feel cranky.

i was going to continue the dog vs child controversy, but it just wasn't happening. i'm not funny today.

then i wrote a really cranky blog, knowing that i wouldn't post it, but thinking that maybe writing it would be cathartic.

it wasn't.

i wish everyone and everything in my life would dance to my tune--but they don't. so i have to adjust.

i am tired of adjusting. i'm tired of the stress. i'm tired of being nice.

i think maybe i am just tired.

maybe that is what happens when you dive back into the real world after being home sick for a month . . .